rhetoric

sometimes i wonder what it would be like if i wasn't in this world..

will the people i'm with me now be different?
will they be the same?
will they be better individuals or will they be worse?
does my existence make a difference in their lives?
will my parents be the same kind of parents?
will my friends be the same kind of friends?
if i never came into this world..

at this very moment..
does it matter that i'm here?
what difference does it make?
what difference do i make?

or now that i'm here, if i die..
will they cry?
will they be happy?
will i be missed?
what would the people close to me feel?
what would an acquaintance feel?
what would happen to the world without me here?

what is the point of living anyway?
when to begin without, my existence wouldn't have mattered..
when at any moment, i could just die..
when after i have lived i could be forgotten..